reality sucks

After exile, this is what i get. How come reality sucks? How come life is unfair? This incident is going to make me become more of an atheist than i ever was. Stop all the euphemism bullshit that people die young because god wants them by his side. Because honestly, i think they would have liked it more if they were alive.

It's surreal reading the papers and seeing Mr Loh's face appearing on everyone of them just as how he would have looked in person. Stocky and ripping with muscles. So much that ' it's as if when he sneezes, his muscles would rip his skin apart ' as quoted from Angela/Ronda. Its surreal reading the reports on how the disaster had occurred, at a time when i was in exile and enjoying my holiday amidst a thousand varieties of flowers. It's so unfair that at the same time, he life was in such a precarious situation and i was elsewhere snapping away photograph after photographs with those flowers.

This sucks you know. Like pretty much badly.